E cosi i pigri e timidi desiri Sprona.
"Gerusal.Lib.," cant.iv.lxxxviii.
(And thus the slow and timid passions urged.)It was the custom of Pisani, except when the duties of his profession made special demand on his time, to devote a certain portion of the mid-day to sleep,--a habit not so much a luxury as a necessity to a man who slept very little during the night.In fact, whether to compose or to practice, the hours of noon were precisely those in which Pisani could not have been active if he would.His genius resembled those fountains full at dawn and evening, overflowing at night, and perfectly dry at the meridian.
During this time, consecrated by her husband to repose, the signora generally stole out to make the purchases necessary for the little household, or to enjoy (as what woman does not?) a little relaxation in gossip with some of her own ***.And the day following this brilliant triumph, how many congratulations would she have to receive!
At these times it was Viola's habit to seat herself without the door of the house, under an awning which sheltered from the sun without obstructing the view; and there now, with the prompt-book on her knee, on which her eye roves listlessly from time to time, you may behold her, the vine-leaves clustering from their arching trellis over the door behind, and the lazy white-sailed boats skimming along the sea that stretched before.
As she thus sat, rather in reverie than thought, a man coming from the direction of Posilipo, with a slow step and downcast eyes, passed close by the house, and Viola, looking up abruptly, started in a kind of terror as she recognised the stranger.She uttered an involuntary exclamation, and the cavalier turning, saw, and paused.
He stood a moment or two between her and the sunlit ocean, contemplating in a silence too serious and gentle for the boldness of gallantry, the blushing face and the young slight form before him; at length he spoke.
"Are you happy, my child," he said, in almost a paternal tone, "at the career that lies before you? From sixteen to thirty, the music in the breath of applause is sweeter than all the music your voice can utter!""I know not," replied Viola, falteringly, but encouraged by the liquid softness of the accents that addressed her,--"I know not whether I am happy now, but I was last night.And I feel, too, Excellency, that I have you to thank, though, perhaps, you scarce know why!""You deceive yourself," said the cavalier, with a smile."I am aware that I assisted to your merited success, and it is you who scarce know how.The WHY I will tell you: because I saw in your heart a nobler ambition than that of the woman's vanity; it was the daughter that interested me.Perhaps you would rather Ishould have admired the singer?"
"No; oh, no!"
"Well, I believe you.And now, since we have thus met, I will pause to counsel you.When next you go to the theatre, you will have at your feet all the young gallants of Naples.Poor infant!
the flame that dazzles the eye can scorch the wing.Remember that the only homage that does not sully must be that which these gallants will not give thee.And whatever thy dreams of the future,--and I see, while I speak to thee, how wandering they are, and wild,--may only those be fulfilled which centre round the hearth of home."He paused, as Viola's breast heaved beneath its robe.And with a burst of natural and innocent emotions, scarcely comprehending, though an Italian, the grave nature of his advice, she exclaimed,--"Ah, Excellency, you cannot know how dear to me that home is already.And my father,--there would be no home, signor, without him!"A deep and melancholy shade settled over the face of the cavalier.He looked up at the quiet house buried amidst the vine-leaves, and turned again to the vivid, animated face of the young actress.
"It is well," said he."A ****** heart may be its own best guide, and so, go on, and prosper.Adieu, fair singer.""Adieu, Excellency; but," and something she could not resist--an anxious, sickening feeling of fear and hope,--impelled her to the question, "I shall see you again, shall I not, at San Carlo?""Not, at least, for some time.I leave Naples to-day.""Indeed!" and Viola's heart sank within her; the poetry of the stage was gone.
