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第43章 The Maternal Feminine[1919](1)

Called upon to describe Aunt Sophy, you would have to coin a term or fall back on the dictionary definition of a spinster."An unmarried woman," states that worthy work, baldly, "especially when no longer young." That, to the world, was Sophy Decker.Unmarried, certainly.And most certainly no longer young.In figure, she was, at fifty, what is known in the corset ads as a "stylish stout." Well dressed in dark suits, with broad-toed health shoes and a small, astute hat.The suit was practical common sense.The health shoes were comfort.The hat was strictly business.Sophy Decker made and sold hats, both astute and ingenuous, to the female population of Chippewa, Wisconsin.Chippewa's East End set bought the knowing type of hat, and the mill hands and hired girls bought the ***** ones.But whether lumpy or possessed of that thing known as line, Sophy Decker's hats were honest hats.

The world is full of Aunt Sophys, unsung.Plump, ruddy, capable women of middle age.Unwed, and rather looked down upon by a family of married sisters and tolerant, good-humored brothers-in-law, and careless nieces and nephews.

"Poor Aunt Soph," with a significant half smile."She's such a good old thing.And she's had so little in life, really."She was, undoubtedly, a good old thing--Aunt Soph.Forever sending a model hat to this pert little niece in Seattle; or taking Adele, Sister Flora's daughter, to Chicago or New York as a treat on one of her buying trips.

Burdening herself, on her business visits to these cities, with a dozen foolish shopping commissions for the idle womenfolk of her family.Hearing without partisanship her sisters' complaints about their husbands, and her sisters' husbands' complaints about their wives.It was always the same.

"I'm telling you this, Sophy.I wouldn't breathe it to another livingsoul.But I honestly think, sometimes, that if it weren't for the children----"

There is no knowing why they confided these things to Sophy instead of to each other, these wedded sisters of hers.Perhaps they held for each other an unuttered distrust or jealousy.Perhaps, in ****** a confidante of Sophy, there was something of the satisfaction that comes of dropping a surreptitious stone down a deep well and hearing it plunk, safe in the knowledge that it has struck no one and that it cannot rebound, lying there in the soft darkness.Sometimes they would end by saying, "But you don't know what it is, Sophy.You can't.I'm sure I don't know why I'm telling you all this."But when Sophy answered, sagely, "I know; I know," they paid little heed, once having unburdened themselves.The curious part of it is that she did know.She knew as a woman of fifty must know who, all her life, has given and given and in return has received nothing.Sophy Decker had never used the word inhibition in her life.She may not have known what it meant.She only knew (without in the least knowing she knew) that in giving of her goods, of her affections, of her time, of her energy, she found a certain relief.Her own people would have been shocked if you had told them that there was about this old-maid aunt something rather splendidly Rabelaisian.Without being what is known as a masculine woman, she had, somehow, acquired the man's viewpoint, his shrewd value sense.She ate a good deal, and enjoyed her food.She did not care for those queer little stories that married women sometimes tell, with narrowed eyes, but she was strangely tolerant of what is known as sin.So ****** and direct she was that you wondered how she prospered in a line so subtle as the millinery business.

You might have got a fairly true characterization of Sophy Decker from one of fifty people: from a salesman in a New York or Chicago wholesale millinery house; from Otis Cowan, cashier of the First National Bank of Chippewa; from Julia Gold, her head milliner and trimmer; from almost anyone, in fact, except a member of her own family.They knew her least of all.Her three married sisters--Grace in Seattle, Ella in Chicago, and Flora in Chippewa--regarded her with a rather affectionatedisapproval from the snug safety of their own conjugal inglenooks.

"I don't know.There's something--well--common about Sophy," Flora confided to Ella.Flora, on shopping bent, and Sophy, seeking hats, had made the five-hour run from Chippewa to Chicago together."She talks to everybody.You should have heard her with the porter on our train.Chums! And when the conductor took our tickets it was a social occasion.You know how packed the seven-fifty-two is.Every seat in the parlor car taken.And Sophy asking the colored porter about how his wife was getting along--she called him William--and if they were going to send her West, and all about her.I wish she wouldn't."Aunt Sophy undeniably had a habit of regarding people as human beings.You found her talking to chambermaids and delivery boys, and elevator starters, and gas collectors, and hotel clerks--all that aloof, unapproachable, superior crew.Under her benign volubility they bloomed and spread and took on color as do those tight little paper water flowers when you cast them into a bowl.It wasn't idle curiosity in her.She was interested.You found yourself confiding to her your innermost longings, your secret tribulations, under the encouragement of her sympathetic, "You don't say!" Perhaps it was as well that Sister Flora was in ignorance of the fact that the millinery salesmen at Danowitz & Danowitz, Importers, always called Miss Decker Aunt Soph, as, with one arm flung about her plump shoulder, they revealed to her the picture of their girl in the back flap of their billfold.

Flora, with a firm grip on Chippewa society, as represented by the East End set, did not find her position enhanced by a sister in the millinery business in Elm Street.

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